New Neil Young CD

I just recieved my CD's I bought from Amazon.ca. I bought Chuck Berry Gold (Two CD Anthology) yes Johnny B. Goode!, The best of Buddy Holly and the Crickets, and the new Neil Young CD Prarie Wind. I want to share you some lyrics. Very spiritual the last song on the cd. First though his single The Painter speaks to me now more than ever. Young says that "if you follow every dream you just might get lost." I think thats me and law and my sudden change. I think I've just been found.

Here's Young's last song on the cd:

"When God Made Me"

Was he thinkin' about my country
Or the color of my skin?
Was he thinkin' 'bout my religion
And the way I worshipped him?
Did he create just me in his image
Or every living thing?

When God made me
When God made me

Was he planning only for believers
Or for those who just have faith?
Did he envision all the wars
That were fought in his name?
Did he say there was only one way
To be close to him?

When God made me
When God made me

Did he give me the gift of love
To say who I could choose?

When God made me
When God made me

When God made me
When God made me

Did he give me the gift of voice
So some could silence me?
Did he give me the gift of vision
Not knowing what I might see?
Did he give me the gift of compassion
To help my fellow man?

When God made me
When God made me

When God made me
When God made me

Going to a Habs game in January

Well, its offical, I booked two tickets for me and my dad to go see the habs play the Ottawa Senators at the Bell Centre for January 7th. Only problem is I don't have tickets! They are all sold out for the next four months! I called ticket master and they laughed and said no way.

But, I have an amazing uncle with lots of connections. He told me to book the tickets and he'd get me some sweet ass seats! This is me and dad's christmas gift from mom.

It will be fun to have a weekend with dad. talk about things, theology and what not.

I went to the gym this morning with natalie. She was so busy this week that's why she didn't call. I over react so much about these silly little things!

So tonight will be awesome. I'm going on a mystery bus tour with my cousin melissa's business class. 6-12am and then down town. there are six buses going so it should be a good time.

but, I am going on a 3.5 hour hike on saturday with natalie! So I can't drink too much becuase I don't want to feel like death the next day. I'll manage though, I'll just pace myself. I'll bring my digital camera and I'll take lots of pictures and post them here.

Matt Smith buddy, I hope the test went well. I told you I would call you this week and I didn't get around to it. Look forward to a call this weekend.

Hope everyone is doing well. things are looking up.

Why I love ADHD

http://www.news.com.au/story/0,10117,16971900-2,00.html

Paul Coffey's jeresey was retired in Edmonton tonight. Next to Bobby Orr, I'd say he's the best defencemen to play the game.

Golden Brett retires. I didn't care much for him. First he played for the yankees, and then he scores the game winner in the World Cup of hockey against Canada on a high stick. Also kicked the puck in against Buffalo to win the Cup. Probably the only really good thing about Hull was the GT Snow Racer. Remember that!

Mess retires. I remember seeing the 1990 finals when I lived in Edmonton. One of the best, one of the best

No more bullshit love story talk. Time for hockey. The Canadiens beat Boston tonight. Theo played shit. I think he is totally overrated. Still, go habs, another repeat of '93.

Age Fucking Sucks

Well I spent the weekend with Nat. She is so amazing. We had a really good time. Went to the gym, had lunch sat and chilled out. took a nap together. Went to the movies and fed the ducks at a pond at 12.30am. Everything felt great. Yesterday I asked her about us. She said she really does like me but the age difference is too much. I don't understand. I hate it. I don't want to blog this, it just sucks. I don't know. If she has feelings why not act on them?

No luck again. Third strike I'm out and I didn't even get a chance to see the pitch.

Pictures I found

Me and Matt.

Kids are great. My little cousin Stephen

The boys

The Rolling Stones Boys

Rolling Stones. I was so hungover.

My new best friend Jake.

So confused with girls

Ok, so I've took my time and I said I wouldn't fret. Yeah, yeah, yeah. She, emailed me, said she missed me.... blah, blah. Again, she is so busy this week. No time for the gym so I've gone myself. I called her today and asked if she wanted to do something this weekend. She said sure, go to the gym. I asked what she was doing tomorrow night. She says she has to study. She asked if I wanted to study with her? I mean, this is frustrating. Am I just convenient? Does she only want to do things when it is totally convenient to her? I think I'm missing out on something. Am I focusing too much time on her? I mean I can go out drinking with people tomorrow night. My cousin has a friend who is having a party and I'd like to go. But I do like spending time with this girl. I'm just torn about this situation. Next weekend, the she wants me to go on a hike. I'm not being an ass about this, but maybe I am? I really like her. Her personality, her smile, her accent, her...well everything!

Sackville was kick ass. Saw all my pals, drank, and smoke some cigars. ;) I miss everyone from university. It makes me realize what a great decision it was to got to MTA. The people I've met will be friends for life. I was so fucking hungover on the way home. The bus ride was sick and I near died on the plane becuase of the turbulance. I'll not do it again.

On the plus side, I am learning the guitar better. I can play boulevard of broken dreams, wonderwall, wipeout, the riff from longview and almost all of good riddance besides the intro. I'm glad, I've always wanted to play the guitar. I'm just waiting for my buddy alex to write me the chords for his song POC. I am thinking of buying a guitar strap. Its on the greenday website. Leather in red or black. I'm not sure which one I like better. Plus its $45 US (But the canadian dollar is doing well)

All green day plays is power chords. Its great, that way I can learn to play all their kick ass songs!

God, I wonder what the fuck is going to happen tomorrow night. I'm frustrated with this.

This weekend was weird as well. I bumped into Amy. She was riding her bike. She saw me, slowed down to see if it was me. I didn't call out because I always got no answer. She wheeled away. This makes me said. I'm over her, but I feel shitty to what she's going through. This song by Green Day makes me think of her everytime I hear it:

"Whatsername"

Thought I ran into you down on the street
Then it turned out to only be a dream
I made a point to burn all of the photographs
She went away and then I took a different path
I remember the face but I can't recall the name
Now I wonder how whatsername has been

Seems that she disappeared without a trace
Did she ever marry old what's his face?
I made a point to burn all of the photographs
She went away and then I took a different path
I remember the face but I can't recall the name
Now I wonder how whatsername has been

Remember, whatever
It seems like forever ago
Remember, whatever
It seems like forever ago
The regrets are useless
In my mind
She's in my head
I must confess
The regrets are useless
In my mind
She's in my head
From so long ago

(Go, Go, Go, Go..)

And in the darkest night
If my memory serves me right
I'll never turn back time
Forgetting you, but not the time.

The Weekend - Dating

Well my weekend was pretty good. Me and X went down to the soup kitchen only to find that it was from 9-1pm and not at night. So we went back to her house talked a bit, and then came to mine and put a movie on. As me being as sly as I usually am, I started to hit on her. It was awkward at first and finally she said to me: "are you trying to hit on me?" And I said "ugh, yes." I said do you want me to and she said as most girls do "I don't know" with a smile. Then she said yes. So we started making out and it kinda sucked at first because we both had really bad colds! So I started futher (this isn't going to be graphic don't worry) and she then asked me if I move things fast, and I said no. So then I clued in and slowed down. (I guess I was use to the type of relationship that me and amy had) I took her home around 2am and kissed her goodnight.

I am a little anxious about this. First, she admitted to me that she wants to try it and see if it works out. You see she's 28 and has had two three year relationships and she is still best friends with her last ex boyfriend of three years. They still do things together and for the first time I'm not jealous about something like this. I am just worried about getting fucked over with cheating. But we have had some intaminte conversations in the past and she said she hasn't nor would cheat on someone beacuse she has been cheated on. So, after I took her home, I drank w/ my little cousin matt and i got loaded until four am and he left me to drink on my own and send msn messages to people. Saturday was chill and X was busy with her ex boyfriend/friend. Should I worry about this?

I called her Sunday and talked to her for a while. We were gonna go to church together but she had to get a perm. We talked and she said that she was busy. She had to go and see her ex boyfriends brothers new baby. Anyways I called her tonight and she isn't home. She is really busy this week with school and she is really stressed. We are going to go the gym with each other 7am every morning. this will be awkward i think i'll run on my own and flex my pecs w/ her in the weight room ;) So today I bought her three gerber daisy's and I will give them to her tomorrow morning to cheer her up or just beacuse (right Dave!). I hope she doesn't think I'm a spaz and think I'm moving way to fast. Because I'm not, and its the first time since amy that i am excited about something and this makes me happy.

Hope this makes sense? And I hope I don't get fucked over?